Every night this week I’ve had the same basic dream.

I’m walking into the NICU in the morning to go see my girls and the doctor and nurses surprise me by saying, “Today is the day! You get to take your girls home today!!!”

And then I get all excited and nervous and overjoyed. It’s a lot of emotions to experience.

And then I wake up (usually to pump) and realize its not real.

Of course its not real. That’s not the way it will happen. They don’t just “surprise” you with babies. They make sure you’re prepared (i.e., have car seats, have a pediatrician, etc etc etc).

But its still a pretty glorious dream.

*Can’t wait!*